My name is Natasha Marée Thomas Hodgson, and by reading my name, and seeing I have a boys name in there, you can tell I have imperfections. My mum and dad split when I was around the age of one, and even though I can't remember it, it changed my life dramatically, the impact it's had on me, you can't even begin to imagine.

I feel very out of place in my life, as if I shouldn't even be here sometimes, due to mainly members of my family and my body. People always tell me I have an amazing body, but all I can think is, "what a bag of bones?" This then contradicts all my thoughts about myself. I may not sound it, but I come across as a very happy girl. My friends think I'm funny and loud, but personally, I feel it's a mask. I have a witty sense of humour when I'm with my friends, sister and mum, but my stepdad can't handle it. Me and "James" as I call him, don't get on, we never see eye to eye, purely because we're too alike, our personalities clash. When we argue, I feel like I'm crumbling to the ground, because I just hope my baby sister doesn't have to go through the same when she's my age, but tbh, I'm not going in to that now.

My friends mean the whole world to me, especially my best, the things she's done for me, I could fucking kiss her repeatedly! My others I love to the moon and back, the cheeky monkeys. Basically, I'm your typical teen, not one tiny bit perfect, but lets be fair, who fucking is? - Snm.

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